There's A Thousand Things I Want To Say To You

This'll probably be a long post, one in which I drown my sorrows, tell you my life story all in a non witty and unfunny way. For your Convenience (or is it mine?) I'll header stuff off.


Mona's Never Ending Tragedy

Is Currently the working Title (maybe, probably not, Oh God...) of my current musical output, which I mentioned in my last post. The first live performance of the band, and myself went rather well, despite the stupid amount of nervous visits to the toilets, the sweating and the lack of being able to chose a decent outfit oh and the abysmal sound check we Had had the day before.

It wasn't all Doom and gloom, I rather enjoyed myself for the two songs I contributed on and the solo I did on keyboard for the Horn part in Neutral Milk Hotels - In An Aeroplane Over The Sea was my favourite part. I also highly recommend that artist by the way, the album is amazing.

Confidence

I have a distinct lack of confidence when it comes to introducing myself to women. This probably stems from the fact I over analyse everything and my distinct lack of being able to 'relax' in certain situations. I really do need to chill sometimes...... Well anyway, this isn't going to be a post about a specific woman I can't get out of my head (maybe that's my problem). The current trend of me finding women attractive is half killing me. I swear every time I see an attractive girl, or see a girl do something attractive I fall half in love with them seriously, It genuinely kills me. Blimey I'm starting to sound like Holden Caulfield....



Music, Escape, Holiday And Hope.

On this coming Saturday I go to the south of France for a week with loads of people form college. The trip I'm going on masquerades itself as a Media/Film trip. The bulk of students are in fact biology and geography students completing VERY VERY important coursework. Well for me I have to shoot a film which we still have been told nothing about. I'm going with a couple of my close friends (and band mates) J & L. J's with me on the media front and L is a geography student! Enough!

I'm basically going to get wasted, Drink loads, for a Euro a Beer it's gotta be loads, and likewise pricewise for wine (I'm Not a wine drinker im not gay or something). Also do shit loads of poppers (again I'm not gay, Honest) Oh and at somepoint shoot some short film that turns me form some boring 17 year old into super stardom, or soemthing like that, or in years to come my fans will uncover it and call it a sublime perfroamce/direction.



Enough of that shit. I talk way to much. Well on here I do....



Well I wonder
Do you see me when we pass ?
I half die ...
Why .............

The Smiths - Well I Wonder